Trying to catch you up ….
I admit that living a life of confidence and happiness has been easy for me at times. I have found a balance of career and relaxation time that worked very well for me. Then introduce a new person into a possible position of relationship importance and ZAP, suddenly I become a nervous individual with all these strange insecure thoughts, and random anxieties. It is disconcerting and new.
Yesterday was that kind of day. I was feeling chubby and not attractive. There was no real cause for this. No valid reasons to push that.
Jake mentioned the night before how he was looking forward to meeting me but was also very nervous. I told him I wasn’t. That I was focusing on it as meeting a friend. He thought that was a great way to look at it. Then the very next day I get hit with these strange nerves. He called me as promised last night I told him about this. For whatever reason it made him less nervous and me more nervous.Okay, we met and spent the day together. We had an amazing time. Which freaks me out..He calls me everyday, and we talk so comfortably together. This should be fun. On a side noteTIP: Guys, if you are going to post a picture of yourself. Put on a shirt, and tidy up the room behind you. Naked chests are not a huge turn on to most strangers. I have asked my friends and they all agree. Most of us have
enough restraint that your hair chest is not going to have us stumbling to reply. Unless of course you have young Brad Pitt abs, then we would just use you.
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